Keso Time

Had a very nice jumpstart this morning that I was even able to pull off arriving here at the office as early as some minutes before 8am! Magandang morning talaga everytime she could spare even an eeny weeny second of her time to SMS back.

FYI: Since moving into this company last year and enjoy the luxury of a flexible sched, you could easily count the times I went for work before 9am with your fingers. Haha. Kasama sa company benefit ang protracted sleep!

Anyway, I started writing this poem last Tuesday and ideas for it were actually running on my mind as early as Friday last week. Tis funny that when after reading it several times, it so so reflects some of the more apparent Piscean traits: dreamy, the tendency to retreat within himself as a defense mechanism, an illogical romantic, and our lack of verbal dexterity!


In Dreams and Silence
by: Obi

in silence,
i can look into your eyes and think
how much i really do care for you
without fumbling for words to speak.

in silence,
i cherish every moment of us together
and escape explaining myself why -
but reasons were often too obvious,
the affection can hardly be denied.

in silence,
my actions would more than make up to
the things that were better be spoken,
for when i can barely gather the courage,
i opt my feelings be felt than listened.

and when i cry
it is the silence that comforts me,
so when at times i can't feel you
there are still empty smiles you see.

in my dreams,
i could always stare at your face.
your hair i so longed to caress
is no more than a hand's breadth away.

in my dreams,
silence is a concept forgotten.
i can always tell you how i love you
and worry not what i'll hear in return.

in my dreams,
there's just no concerns of when
you're with me whenever, wherever...
as long as i have you in my heart,
you'll stay with me forever.

and when i cry,
i find comfort in my dreams,
so when i may not see you
you're still here, it seems.

i ought to love you in silence,
for in silence i feel no rejection.
i choose to love you in my dreams,
for in my dreams i have your attention.

in silence,
and in my dreams...
you are mine,
and mine alone.


*****

Pisces needs a soul mate, and they take no greater pleasure than when sacrificing everything for that which they find attractive and beautiful. Unfortunately, Pisces is not a sign of clear and rational vision. When they fall in love they often, quite literally, fall into an abyss of intense confusion and distorted reality that allows no room for critical reasoning.
- an excerpt for Pisceans from Skyscript

I don't take this as a good thing at all! Hahaha. But it's soooo true. I guess that's the worst part of it.

*****

Obi's Papanchin List (Take 4)
Aileen
Joyness
Fred
Koya Jeff
Kix
Jhoanna
Jane
Tita Nine
Mommy (nag-aalala na)
Cha Cha
Badong (ulit pa)
Aina
Ly
Prof Erwin
Tita Angie
Romy (gusto lang malista haha)
Tita Linda
Gelo
Roy (boyfriend ni Camille)
Camille (girlfriend ni Roy)
Tita Beth (sabi ko nagka tubercolosis ako haha)
Dennies

Keso Time

Had a very nice jumpstart this morning that I was even able to pull off arriving here at the office as early as some minutes before 8am! Magandang morning talaga everytime she could spare even an eeny weeny second of her time to SMS back.

FYI: Since moving into this company last year and enjoy the luxury of a flexible sched, you could easily count the times I went for work before 9am with your fingers. Haha. Kasama sa company benefit ang protracted sleep!

Anyway, I started writing this poem last Tuesday and ideas for it were actually running on my mind as early as Friday last week. Tis funny that when after reading it several times, it so so reflects some of the more apparent Piscean traits: dreamy, the tendency to retreat within himself as a defense mechanism, an illogical romantic, and our lack of verbal dexterity!


In Dreams and Silence
by: Obi

in silence,
i can look into your eyes and think
how much i really do care for you
without fumbling for words to speak.

in silence,
i cherish every moment of us together
and escape explaining myself why -
but reasons were often too obvious,
the affection can hardly be denied.

in silence,
my actions would more than make up to
the things that were better be spoken,
for when i can barely gather the courage,
i opt my feelings be felt than listened.

and when i cry
it is the silence that comforts me,
so when at times i can't feel you
there are still empty smiles you see.

in my dreams,
i could always stare at your face.
your hair i so longed to caress
is no more than a hand's breadth away.

in my dreams,
silence is a concept forgotten.
i can always tell you how i love you
and worry not what i'll hear in return.

in my dreams,
there's just no concerns of when
you're with me whenever, wherever...
as long as i have you in my heart,
you'll stay with me forever.

and when i cry,
i find comfort in my dreams,
so when i may not see you
you're still here, it seems.

i ought to love you in silence,
for in silence i feel no rejection.
i choose to love you in my dreams,
for in my dreams i have your attention.

in silence,
and in my dreams...
you are mine,
and mine alone.


*****

Pisces needs a soul mate, and they take no greater pleasure than when sacrificing everything for that which they find attractive and beautiful. Unfortunately, Pisces is not a sign of clear and rational vision. When they fall in love they often, quite literally, fall into an abyss of intense confusion and distorted reality that allows no room for critical reasoning.
- an excerpt for Pisceans from Skyscript

I don't take this as a good thing at all! Hahaha. But it's soooo true. I guess that's the worst part of it.

*****

Obi's Papanchin List (Take 4)
Aileen
Joyness
Fred
Koya Jeff
Kix
Jhoanna
Jane
Tita Nine
Mommy (nag-aalala na)
Cha Cha
Badong (ulit pa)
Aina
Ly
Prof Erwin
Tita Angie
Romy (gusto lang malista haha)
Tita Linda
Gelo
Roy (boyfriend ni Camille)
Camille (girlfriend ni Roy)
Tita Beth (sabi ko nagka tubercolosis ako haha)
Dennies